Spent over two hours of taxi rides, a few miles of walking and a motorcycle ride across Kathmandu to find early child development toys today. Proud to report that adorable items were located including puppets, dolls, puzzles, blocks, sensory games, etc.) I hit the jackpot by finding a tiny montesorri storefront that can order and a craft store for puppets!  I am filthy, exhausted, and extremely happy. What a beautiful day!  

These are typical scenes from a morning walk on the main road…  

Many people live in the equivalent of small boxes with a garage type roll door or curtains for the street side wall. They sleep, eat, live and work from this small spot. All worldly possessions must fit in just a few small bags or boxes. 
 

  Dirty dishes, there are only minimum to use and they are put in the bin on the street, same bin to wash clothes… 
Washing dishes… 
  This tailor sets his machine on the sidewalk outside the cube he calls home, a fabric shop ( maybe 20 bolts of colorful fabric) with a mattress in the back corner to sleep on.
  

 So very happy to report that Book orders are now complete for 19 new library resource rooms; 7 pre-k playrooms, and science materials ordered for 7 science labs! What a wonderfully exhausted feeling-making progress! Worked non-stop from 7:30 am until 8:00 pm on a chocolate candy bar and milk tea!   
    
 

So this morning I had hot water which meant shower and hair washed. The electricity was on so I knelt on the floor to dry my hair because I have to hold the plug in the adaptor while I dry. I smelled smoke, glanced up and the outlet has blue flames! Good lord what a way to start. I’M AWAKE!!!!  Gotta LOVE this place! 

Started out today with the walk to the farmers market to buy treats for the week. I love the farmers market. It is like a small oasis of talented ex-pats and internationals that gather for a few hours each week. I bought my stuff and sat down in the sunshine for a quick cup of coffee. The “cheese guy” from France and his adorable girl walk by with two bottles of wine and four glasses- he says “cherie’!” And proceeds to pour a glass of wine and leave it on my table-interesting start to the day!  I hurried home for meetings starting at noon. I also love our Nepal ENG team. They worked very hard until evening to get details settled for government meetings/paperwork coming this week. It has been a very good, very productive day.   
    
   

I found two care packages at the postal service! I feel like a kid at camp! Yay! Peanut butter, tuna, kind bars, soup mix, and M&M’s!!!! 

I love you Shaun Wheat & JUdy Moulton! What a wonderful treat-a little taste of home! 

Woke up early with a list of things to do. Started with the 5 mile walk into Thamel with 2 breaks. First break was to sit and drink tea and eat a banana with two older ladies and second was to attempt to play a bit of cricket with some little boys. Stopping along the way at little family businesses ( open room in side of building) to price floor pillows for pre-k or lumber for bookshelves, or paint. Met my friend Derek Newton who has returned to Nepal to work from England. Saw a whole side of Thamel I never knew existed. Great lunch and cup of tea together! Really nice to talk through some issues. Spent time searching the postal service for care package that has not arrived… We think it is located! Now back for work on proposals to government offices.    
    
 

knees definitely feel their/my age tonight. Combination of age, Everest, and cold rain taking their toll. Happy to be tucked under a warm blanket with a hot cup of tea! It’s an Advil kinda night💤💤💤 will be good to go by morning! 

It is a rainy night in Kathmandu and I am tired after a long day of pricing and negotiating for school supplies.I went to book stores, science supply shops, and tailor shops. I am so excited about providing the teachers and students with resources, libraries, early child development materials and science resources. 

I am still pondering so many questions as I go about my work. Most of these questions center around child labor; slavery; human trafficking.looking for the lines. I clearly know right from wrong, but there is so much gray In a culture where children are regularly utilized as domestic help. Particularly children from the lower caste that are the poorest, the most vulnerable, the “untouchables” . In my world there is no child that is untouchable,that is too dirty, or too wild.  Every child  deserves to be loved, Actively loved and cared for and given the best we can give them. To do anything less is simply unacceptable. To have the ability to give good things; conditions to a child and withhold those things is unacceptable. How do I continue to try to be loving, compassionate, and nonjudgemental and still stand up for what I believe when people I care for deeply practice unacceptable behavior towards a child. I don’t believe that judgingor rejecting   is a way to create change; only love and compassion. Walking away is not the answer, I’m just not certain what the answer is… Life is so hard for so many children here in Nepal… Big sigh… We can only do our best. JUdy says we are creating “ripples” of change – I sure hope so!!!! I have to believe this is true. 

Our beliefs show in our actions, not in just words. It is possible to try to hide by “saying” the expected thing but our actions show our heart. If we truly believe all people are equal we treat everyone with kindness, compassion, and provide equal opportunities and care.  I am struggling in a culture where little girls are devalued, where castes are more than alive and well. I’m trying to reconcile cultural differences between plain old right & wrong; sometimes looking behind the curtain of life is so disappointing. These children just steal pieces of my heart and just because we or someone is making things “better” doesn’t mean they get the love and attention and value they deserve. Some of these kids are treated more like pets than the beautiful souls they are. Obviously this is weighing on me tonight … Trying to stand by my beliefs in my actions and be tolerant and compassionate at the same time, to act in love not judgement. Trying…. Some of the things I experience here are such a challenge.